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Tuesday, Oct 3 2017

Train of thought

my mind and my heart have been all over the place lately. With the kids coming into the world, the world being a crazy jacked up place, the stupid HOA issues I am having, work, I can't seem to focus on one thing at a time.

Why am I always tired? Why am I anxious? Why am I not happy?

I wish I had the answers to at least two of those, then know I could solve the third. I don't want to be at work anymore, and I don't really want to be at home a lot of the time, I don't really know where I want to be anymore.

I need to stop being so damned emo.


Thursday, Aug 16 2012

Train of thought.

I'm going to attempt to write down my thoughts for one minute.  I'm in a weird mood today and maybe if I can express it maybe I'll understand it more and be able to move past it.  I know exactly why I'm in this mood, but I have to say it, i have no secrets.

I had a lot of fun last night. A lot of fun. That stupid song on the radio on the way home. what was it... grr I cant remember. All I know is it brought me right back down off the cloud I was floating on. made me miss her. more than i already do. I hate asking myself all these questions why. why doesnt she wanna date me, why cant stuff just work out, why do i have to miss her so much, why cant i just EFFING MOVE ON! argh. I'm not in love with her or anything, there are a lot of women who haven't wanted to date me, why am I stuck on this one? bleh. ok. how do I move on? hmm, already sick of this dating website. I did meet a bunch of new women last night. Should I go see which of them are single. that seems desperate. how do I keep getting here? I have an awesome life I wish i could focus on that. I wish i could focus on everything that's great not the one thing that I still hold higher than everything else I have accomplished. so dumb am I to keep harping on this one thing. "Shes out there" "you'll find her when its time" "be patient" blahbahblah. I open myself up to these crappy comments I guess when I keep going on and on about how I hate being single to people, I guess I should just shut up about it from now on. Maybe that's what ill do.

I think that was a little longer than a minute.


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